Tag: emo

  • too close?

    i had a rough night last night. it started out well. i got a lot of work done… but it ended so badly. i get really upset when people that matter to me are upset at me. it’s kinda like what ive been telling WT, “we’re getting closer, and things are gonna get good… but…

  • february was a tough month

    yeah as the title says… february was by far one of the most event-packed months ever. i’ve never had such a rest-less month in my life. 3 weekend retreats in a row should pretty much kill anybody. so just trying to think back right now and remember what happened… it’s all just a blur. the…

  • feel the music

    it’s amazing to me how music moves me. for the last few days i couldn’t sense anything… some defense mechanism that my body’s automatically turning on perhaps? i’ve been listening to music to try to stimulate myself. the last songs i’ve enjoyed during the good moments were from the Across the Universe soundtrack… “i want…